No clue

As i start on my first blog..i remember a friend of mine trying to get me interested in posting blogs..which at that point of time i thought i would never have the patience to do..but yet here i am typing away.
Tomorrow is a special day for me..and i get to meet my friends..and the amount of excitment that should be associated with tomorrow is missing.I know it is my own doing.I get to choose for myself and i get to make life miserable all by myself.Guess i can now be called a "ADULT".

The only good thing about today is it rained..rather drizzled..and i found out someone cared for me.That still doesnt make me happy.
I am bummed out and i dont know the reason.
Guess i have no clue what i am writing about.Hoping this is the only time disaster like this happens..