I dont know what lies ahead of me and right now i am expecting the worse..ie me dying in the hands of my Guide...the brilliant proffesor Datta(and i am not being sarcastic here..He is the best teacher i have ever known and admired)..and nobody even bothering to put him in jail because he did indeed do a lot of good things..including ending the life of a good for nothing girl for which the world is ever so grateful for!!!(not for the girl..for killing the girl)
My progress in my project has been non existent simply because i worked so little on it and i gave up as soon as i came across a slight hurdle like my computer taking infinite time to calculate some stuff from the data which i fed it which is probably is so erroneous because i gave it out of boredom....
Though i dont believe in a higher power "GOD" that much .. but it feels nice to blame him for making me like i am!!All i have learnt the past three weeks without meeting my Prof is that i am very lazy piece of work...(i dont believe i was always like that)...I would like to blame my friends partly who are doing exactly the same thing as me and that is nothing...and the bloody humid weather in Delhi which makes lying on ur back the only sane thing to do..
Guess i should stop finding scapegoats and get to terms with reality....Face my prof with brutal honesty and inform him of my limitations which will definitely make him rethink his decision to guide me..and hope that i get off my lazy sorry ass!!(this time atleast)
Added to my woes is that i am missing home and mom a lot...and more often than not i feel homesick due to the crappy food here...and the unbelievably great food at home....
As a friend of mine rightly pointed out..i whine a lot...(and that too mostly about food)..
Guess this blog has been for the most part about that!!!Some habits never die...
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coz u post infrequently and prolly at times when u feel low, some of ur "well-meaning" friends feel whether u r tethering at the brink of some break down.. :D
be kind enough to put a disclaimer post to dispel all such misconceptions.. :D
I need to answer to my well meaning friend..i m not even anywhere close to being near a break down unfortunately for u ...i am fit n fine...and hope to comtinue the same way...
i am just afflicted with one disease..whch everyone suffers from time to time..me more frequently than others...LAZINESS...so the infrequency of my posts..
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