Despair!!

What is about the beginning of a new year that makes you feel like life is going to change...that you have the determination to set yourself new goals which you feel are easy to achieve...???May be its the never dying human spirit that always allows us to hope for better things in life...maybe its tiny cells in our brain that charge up accidentally allowing us to hope...whatever it is..it makes so many people think that they can have a better life..a better time..a better personality...

I come across so many cynics..who don't believe in new year resolutions..saying is a invented occasion..and its silly and for sentimental fools..but I really feel sorry for them as they are missing out on an opportunity to take a look back and realise what can be better and resolve to make it better....Who in this planet is satisfied with what they are and what they have...i believe none...I believe there is always room for improvement..even if your life is haven..and you are perfect with no flaws....there are so many others whom you have not considered..who will have a better life because of your actions...

I can go on and on...but I guess..there is nothing more to add....

I started off writing this post wanting to get rid of my frustration at a company which was scheduled to come ..but as it turns out had fled the scene...but still I am asked to hope...that probably tomorrow morning I will get to know by a miraculous chain of events that the company is to come and I am being asked to prepare.I guess my brain cells don't have the habit of going off accidentally and I am right now in despair!!!

Idiotic waiting!!

To reduce my sleep I am typing away right now..and in 20 min I find out if I have a chance to appear for a GD or interview for a company in which I am least bit interested in!..What a wonderful life I lead!!...

Frustruation is slowing seeping into my system and eating away at me..The future life mysteries and unpredictability is unbearable..Nowadays..every person I meet is suffering from the same worries that I am faced with!...

Sometimes I feel nature gave Homo sapiens a raw deal..we shouldnt have evolved in the first place...Then I would live my life only fending for food,water and shelter..and defending myself from death!...so would everyother species on the palnet..We could do away with all idiotic things like education ,intelligence,science,consciousness..etc etc.

"Now i understand the meaning of the saying "A idle mind is a devil's workshop".